Love wasn't meant to be abused.

Hi. Sorry for not updating, exams are starting to pour in you see.

I've lately studied and I need to because of what happened yesterday and because of it, i really need to study hard for Geography, especially. If not, i'm dead.

Tuesday, 27th April 2010.

Yesterday was quite a boring day, and I only liked the first half of the day, sometimes people just know how to piss me off. Firstly, got to school and arranged the newspapers and we added some more newspapers to the big giant pile. Got ready for assembly, and were quite anxious about the results for the competition. After a few announcements, the results were being released. We were aniticipating it.

And finally, the teacher announced that we got first for the Lower Secondary category, but got second for the overall school category. All of us cheered and clapped and screamed, we were happy! We really put in a lot of effort, let's show people what 103 is made of. And i'd like to clarify things to everyone that we weren't in for the winning, but mostly to show people that 103 isn't such a bad class afterall. And we proved it by our hardwork, good job 103!

When we returned to class, Mr Ma congratulated us, thanks Mr Ma. Then, lessons started. I really dont wanna elaborate, i hate lessons, so boring! I feel like dying in that classroom yknw? Recess was like usual too. Right after recess was Geography, i hated it. First, i was sleepy and tired and felt like literally dying, but i tried to stay alive. And when i couldnt, i listened to songs and got caught. The teacher just left the class without telling me anything, i feel like punching her.

After school, searched everywhere for that Bitch, but she wasn't at the Staff Room, after awhile than she came out, waste my time, could've gone home ready. Seriously, she was on her way out of the class, and it is official that her lesson was over, why she busybody? Pft, got back my earpiece and mp3, but as punishment I had to get more than sixty percent for my Geography Test, how unfair is that? I'd rather do other punishments than that, make me worried only, she want to take, she go take lar, like i scared like that _I_ 

After that, hanged at 104 and went home with the usuals. 

Today, 28th April 2010

Today was quite okay, but I really can't stand seeing him, he makes me mad. He hates me so much, yet I never do anything to him, and he is plain unfair. He said I like to irritate and annoy him by disturbing him, but the other girls can do it, and they're his favourites some more, fucker, I slap you up down left right center don't regret uh. Go back your country uh if want find problem. You also coward, only know gossip to the girls about me all, they all tell me at the end of the day, so continuing bitching, i'll find out about it one day ♥

Anyway, moving on. Morning, didn't had to bring much books, and no more burden of bringing newspapers to school, phew! Revised otw to school all, last minute. Exam started right on time, English was superdy duper easy, but Mother Tongue was a blur, i didn't care, English was more important then MT anyways. After school, had Science Lab Lesson and halfway the teacher scolded Mr Ma say we had to go for the pizzas first. MUAHAHAHA

Went there and ate all the pizzas under 10 minutes, the cheese were the first grabbed. I fought with the Chairman over the cheese, HAHAHAHAH funny. Jovonne gave Debbie a slice of pizza even when everyone didn't want her to have one, she didn't help a single thing, fuck you bitches! Ardina and I and the rest were all pissed off, pft. Had drinks and sang Birthday song for Angelyn, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON♥

After that, returned to Lab, then went home after that. Xiao En, Ardina, Phyllis, Kasumi all drink Naughty G, NAUGHTY! NEVER GIVE ME A CAN! PFT! Just joking, that's all.

The absence.

"The absence of you has brought me down, down i say."

Hi, sorry for not blogging. Have been busy with newspaper collecting for the Newspaper Collecting Competition between classes throughout the entire school. We're really serious about it, we really put a lot of hardwork. Anyway, i'll blog about today and get on with my project and homeworks ♥

Morning was usual bus ride with the usuals too. Brought more newspapers today then usual, found out that some class wants to challenge us with the collection. Trying to defeat us because they started collecting first, yet our stacks are far ahead of theirs, and they're not happy about it. So, they've started working hard to collect more newspapers, but the truth is that, they'll never catch up, to be honest!

Arrived at school early, waited for more people to come. Waited for phyllis's call, but didn't receive any. Byung Jun received her call in the middle of another call, and lent his phone to talk to her. Put down the phone and asked some girls to accompany me to get the trolleys(?) from the hall. Went down by elevator, cool. Went to the back gate and saw the whole pile of newspapers. Same routine as yesterday. 

Suddenly, Max (the prefect) walked towards us, while adjusting his tie. He said he wanted to help us. Helen blushed. The whole lot of us, lazy to put down names, all took the newspapers back, but halfway, Max carried this tied up stack, then it fell to the floor. He laughed and blushed. HAHAHAH we then carried back to class and stacked them all up. It looked awesome ♥ 

But something or someone stole our mood away. Roshan, our classmate who always gets bully, gave half a stack to his friend from the rival class. And the boy slowly walked away, grinning, with our hardwork gone. But we didn't give up. We heard from Byung Jun that Nicholas was coming with a big batch of papers, and we went to fetch it at the back gate. But he was already at class, getting ready for assembly. 

So we paiseh and came running back. Assembly, most of us were wet and exhausted, early morning already need to do labour work, haiyo. Assembly was long because today is Earth Day! And tons of people took turns to announce different things, and they sure did take their own sweet time. Mr Ma was there with his Green Club. LITTLE GREEN FROG ♥ Got to class and class was and will always be boring, even a small kid can figure this out! Had Level Contact before recess. 

Recess was okay, hanged out with the usuals. Went to buy drinks, everyday, each of us take turnes to help buy. And since i rarely help buy, i had difficulty. Some boys threw ice at me and my group. Pft, nothing better to do, dig nose, like my dad always says HAHAHAHAH Anyway, after that was class again. DNT, we waited for cher, while waiting we sort out the newspapers, more labour work. In the end, we were supposed to go to the work station to cut out our workpiece.

We were late, halfway, the relief cher came and scold us. Unluckily, Mr Ho passed by and he go complain to Mr Ho about us, then he shout at us, pft! Walked there and started. Cutting looked difficult and scary but it got fun and i got used to it, mines was awesome, B2ST! Did filling too. Cher poke holes and cut out mines to make it look nicer. THANKS CHER. After that, went back and continued to sort out our papers. 

Had music, music test. It was eas peasy ♥ i think? to me, it was. After school, put bag in class and me and some others went to commonwealth and took newspapers. GOT ALOT! Really lazy elaborate about it, i tired. At the end, at class, put all the papers, and went home.

Crashing world.

Hi, im back. Even though i feel too tired to blog right now, i'll do it for ya'll.

Today was fun, after school, went to Ras's house and had fun helping her do her Environment Science homework, since i wasn't able to help to do the same project with my group, cause we split tasks. And i wasn't incharge for the building the house, so i decided to experience it with Ras and her classmates myself (:

Last night, i slept, cried before that. Dont ask why. 

This morning, had a sore pair of eyes, and a weak body, because yesterday had PhysicalEducation, and it was torturing. Had to do six bloody rounds of stairs exercise, which means, running 6 rounds of stairs climbing, pft. Tiring yknow? D: Plus, badminton training which numbed my arms. 

Because of all this, i became lazy and tired to go to school. That morning, in the toilet, i tried to think for ways to find the best excuse to stay at home, and do the acting skit and all. But became too tired to do all those bullshit, so i just went to school anyway. Near the end, it became rushy. Went out of house with dad, walked fast like mad. Saw bus and ran for it with one heavy plastic bag full of newspapers -.-

Bus ride with Ras and YK. I slept halfway, tired what? Walked to school, school, blar! 

After school, headed for Ras's house. Saw maryam in the train, hugged her tight. I miss that crazy cute stuff (: alighted at Clementi, took bus, and walked to her house. Bought bubble tea, and had short lunch before that. I helped a little, played around. At 1630, left for busstop, and off home.

Further away we become.

Hi, sorry for not updating, been busy lately. 

I feel tired now, like seriously tired. I dont feel like blogging. Mid-year's coming, i need to study hard. So i dont think i'll be coming on the internet for awhile. Just coming online to tell you guys this. That's all.

Farahdilahs.

But before anything, a birthday wish/message to Alicia Kan Rui En.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASS-LICIA! (hahahahaha)

Happy birthday crazy bitch, just joking (: Young, until now, we've been friends, thought we had to separate each other at the end of last year. I really miss you so much, you were my motivation for psle, and you were the best tutor ever! You motivated me to work harder, through any obstacles. You were to correct me when i was wrong, and we did that through laughs.

All my time last year was spent mostly on you, and im happy we started off happily, and ended off happily. I really appreciated everything you've done for me, but im sorry i couldn't reward your kindness with any presents. I'm busy preparing for my exams. Sorry! When we come back to Qifa, i'll give you one big hug, okay? :D  

Study hard, and goodluck for your mid-year and future exams/tests. All the way, i know you can do it (: Try your very best. Hope you stay healthy and be yourself. Stay strong. And i miss you alot. Meet you in Qifa soon okay? CALL ME! HAHAHA!  

Fact and fiction.

Hihihi :D im back, 'cause its Friday, and the last days of school are days whereby breaks come easily. And im getting ready for the weekend. It totally rocks when you have so little homework at the same time, so TGIF.

Today wasn't much during school hours, i think? but after school was quite okay ♥ early in the morning was like usual, and bus journey was with the usuals. i miss Nab on the bus early morning, but being late/ just on time for school is her routine, right right? (: Brought newspapers, trying to beat the hell out of 102 in the newspaper collecting. And soon, the pizza will be ours, i hope (Y) evil much? UHHUH.

Sorted out the newspapers when entered the class, and i didnt bother starting on the undone homework, lazy girl here, hahaha (: talked to BJ about his loveeeeer, shush ♥ Assembly, and class started. mother-tongue was up first, tsk. Afifah and I were late, and while we were walking, we prayed fucking hard cher never come, but sure enough, she did, -.- mother-tongue was boring, like always, sitting in between two bitches, fuck them!


After mother-tongue, waited for Ras and walked back to class slowly, greeted the chinese cher in chinese, hahahah! had mathematics, boo! another boring lesson to lame about. HAHAHA! After maths was reading, more boring -.- then recess. Walked with the usual, stopped by budget corner, and otw to canteen saw Nab and her usuals (: bought food, sat down and ate. after that, headed back for class. 


Had physics straight after, last period (: yipee! physics was a test, fucking easy. it was somehow or you could say, mostly, about maths, seriously! after physics, was, well, END OF SCHOOL! Was dismissed early at 1145 due to Speech Day that afternoon/evening. i scared have publications but i didnt attend, but when i heard people saying that there were no CCA's, so i didnt bother. Stayed in school 'til 1245 for awhile while waiting for XiaoEn with the others. 


Headed off to phyllis's house, kasumi didnt come, cause of, shush! HAHAHA. Secret, secret.
slacked, collected newpapers, dontknow how many rounds, hahaha. Now already 4 stacks up to my height we collected, alot of hardwork :D at school got another stack, which adds to 5 stacks, bwahhahaha! We're gonna dominate the world, just joking. Play Wii, and played Taboo, and many more. Bella went home halfway, at about 1500.


Me, Lijing, Ardina and Xiao En left the house at 1705. Ardina separated from we three, and Lijing, Xiao En and I headed for mrt station. I alighted at J'East and bused home, slept in the bus like a pig, but woke-up just on time. My eyesight became more blur, pft. Walked home tired.


That's all, taadaa! 
HAHAHA, FARAHDILAHS♥

Raining hearts.

I've decided to stop blogging, or maybe, to decrease the use of the computer for awhile, because i need to study hard for Mid-year since it's drawing near. The computer has been a nuisance to me, so i need to get away from it for awhile, i hope you understand. 

That's all, xoxo.
FARAHDILAHS! 

 

Loveproof.

Hihihi ♥

I seriously have no fucking mood to blog righ now, honestly, but i'll just blog for the sake of it. I didn't like some parts of today, because a bitch pissed me off. I dont give a damn about her anymore, seriously, she keeps tryna make me jealous and shit. And acts kind infront of me, thinking im stupid, oh please, im way better than your horseface. 

And seriously, i hate the fact that i lost the library book which is under dianah's name, (she helped me borrow the book, when we're not supposed to) and i think dianah's mad at me now, by the way she reacted. I still remember when was the last time i put it, kinda? Pft, this is irritating. Hope the punishment isn't so severe.  

Whatever the case, the day was fine, and last but not least, i love biology ♥

Hahaha, shall start from morning. Today wasn't rushy, everything was fine. Took the earlier bus and Ras appeared too, whoopie. Went to school, us three. Class wasnt opened when we came, and i expected chocolate pancake from Mr Bean from Jov, but she didnt what flavor i wanted, so she's gonna buy one for me tmrw, thanks Jov, hope you dont forget (:

Class opened and settled in, did last minute malay hmwrk. And went out for assembly soon after. After that, had physics, my english cher was the relief. Halfway through the given worksheet, i asked Ard for her phone, and played TTR2. I lost to some people but won against the weak ones, hahaha. After that, mothertongue. Cher never come, and there was a strict relief. Fucker he, like need a tight slap.

Then, dianah reminded on the malay library book she borrowed for me, and i realised that i lost it, pft. Pissed off man. Went back to class, played TTR2 again, shiok what? Went for recess today, thankgod. Ate, rushed back to class when done. Had maths, pissed cher off, tsk. Then, biology, than english. Went to queenstown library after school, and headed home with Nab and Ras. 

The end, that's all, bye!
FARAHDILAHS♥  

Special mystery.

I love my hubby, forever and always.

Hihihi ♥ I seriously loved today, sucha great day yknow. Had tons of fun, and goodluck was on my side the entire time. Thankgod today was the way it was, hahaha. 

So, these are the highlights for today. Today, had two tests which seemed fine to me, and i have a feeling im gonna ace them, and i hope i do. I had swimming, passed the test last week, so for today, we played in the water and had tons of fun. It rained after that, but still had fun, joking around, eating and playing TTR2. Went home soaking wet man, i like it (:

Starting off from morning, it was quite rushy, but took the bus i have been taking the past few days, though, it's not the bus i usually take, you get it? HAHA. Arrived, and walked to school alone, quite boring. Arrived to school, and class was open, got in and revised for tests. KBJ returned me my money i gave him yesterday, and had assembly soon after.

After assembly, had History, boring. Used the time to revise for tests again. Next was PhysicalEducation. No more floorball, but BASKETBALL ♥ Have not played bball in ages, i seriously miss it, for exactly five-and-a-half months. Finally man, finally. After basketball was CD, boring and got pissed off by MaChungWai. I went to change my uniform, then come back, say i late, even though he just entered the class, and the class was just about to greet him lor.

Gave him my ezlink card and stomped off. He dragged on fifteen more minutes after the bell rang for recess. Then, the last ten minutes, he lectured me and the other girls about being late. Then, when finish, rushed to canteen, recess ended, but heck care, bought food, eat finish asap, and rushed back to class. Had English after that. Had narative writing discussion, but instead of discussing, me, fifah, mitch and nicholas had Stapler Fight! Retarded i know (: 

Got pissed off 'cause the stapler bullets were always landing on my face, and hair too, irritating (: HAHA. Mr Chiang didnt bother much, and punished Nicholas, by asking him to stand outside, when he saw him throwing stapler bullets at me. HAHA. After English was Geography, had test. Cheated by writing notes on my palm, teacher gave me a drawing sample to help me with my test question, thanks cher (:

After Geo was Biology, test was freaking easy, to me lar. After Bio, rushed to bus-stop to take a bus for Swimming lesson, last day today, sad ): Changed etc. DIDN'T HAVTA DO THE REAL TEST 'CAUSE I PASSED MY TRAIL TEST WITH FLYING COLOURS~ HAHAHA. Played with the rest. After swimming, slack outside with the usuals. Bought food, joked around, rained, played TTR2, i sucked when i played with Ard and CTQilah. Went home after that, and was fucking wet. 

Saw Nat in the bus wearing a pink shirt. We smiled to each other. Walked home, saw neighbours, hah! HOME SWEET HOME ♥ 

That's all for today, i guess? Hope i didn't miss anything out, hahaha. My body is aching 'cause of swimming. I'm having mixed feelings for leaving swimming lessons 'cause it's always fun with the usuals, and i love the water now, not having phobias anymore too. But it's really tiring, and it's kinda affecting my studies, 'cause i go home effing late, but who cares? HAHA.

Okay, seriously, the end.
FARAHDILAHS♥  

Crashing world.

Hihihi. Back from two/three busy days, they were aweeeesome yknowyknow (:

Friday was spent mainly with Nabbest, went to Marsiling with her, and to Causwaypoint. 

Yesterday, was shopping for concert outfit with parents, and evening was concert at SingaporePoly. Camwhored lotz, and after that, lepak at Cityvibe. Arcade and went home with Nabbest and Ras. 


Yeah, two busy days, fun though. Thanks ya'll for the times, i hope it'll continue like this. But now, i dont feel so great 'cause of my itchy fingers. Today morning i wokeup, checked my phone and such, replied his texts and decided to make a pincode for my phone. But i itchy fingers press press press 'til my phone blocked. And im worried. 


I called Nabbest, and she told me to off my phone and take out the batt. I did so, and when i put everything back againa and on it, it stays the same when i off-ed it. Grr, i regret having done it. I hope everything goes fine when i bring it to shop later. Ras experienced the same thing, but i want to call her, she nvr pick up! Grr. 


Let me just get on with elaborating 'bout the past two days, shall i? ♥


Friday. 


School that day was quite okay? I kinda forgot what happened, mostly, but i can clearly remember what happened after school. Skipped Publications, made a simple white lie during Literature to my teacher-incharge and simple as that, i got thru. After school, headed to toilet to avoid the sepak takraw boys, lol. Called Nabbest and Ras to head to the toilet to find me there, i didnt wna get out alone, hah. 


They came, and we left the toilet for Macs, woots. Miss my hot&spicy shaker fries, huak~ Walked there. Found a seat outside, under one of the huts. Ordered food, and sat at the hut. Then, changed to another hut, laughed and such. Walked out when done. Me and Nab separated with Ras 'cause she had her SJAB. Me and Nab walked to the mrt station, i topped-up my ezlink and off we trained to Mars.


Arrived, walked around, here and there, for like 2 straight hours (i think?) but still no shop, pft. Got tired, but still continued to search for it, 'cause Nab delay for so long ready, she can't take it anymore. HAHA. Then, trained to Woodlands. We missed the train and waited for it. It came, went into Causeway point, go shopping. Had short snack at Macs after everything! Trained to JEast after that, and took bus with Nab home. 


Done for Friday. Moving on to Saturday (YAY!)

Everytime you go.

Sorry for inactivity, i know my blog's kinda dead, but i'm a human, take note. 

These few days have been fun. But whenever i reach home, i faint on the bed, (i didn't literally faint, it means i very fast fall asleep). And the reason is 'cause im fucking tired after a long, and fun day. And these has lead me to not finish my homework, and always rushing early in the morning. And i dont think i should continue doing this, 'cause i still have one month during the 'puasa period' to have early naps.

Anyways, these are what happened today.

Morning, like usual, but rushed here and there and took the bus after the bus i usually take. LOL. 
When the bus was about to turn to the school bstop, saw Rara and Fafa. Walked to school, saw Mitch. Continued walking, and saw Kenny pulak, HAHA! He kept looking at me, lol. Went into class, per normal, copied hmwrk. Assembly, and back to class. 

Didn't sign forms, lol! Class started. boring! Had two tests today, confirm the maths one fail rabak, haiz. Not long, recess. Didn't eat anything, lazy buy. Some had homecons today, stole two containers of noodle they cooked today! Had them for lunch, haha! Then had S&E course today, fun! After that, headed for macs, ate, joked, and such. Rained, and took cab home. Saw Rara, Fafa and Bella. HAHA!

That's all, nothing much, (:

Cupid, fire me an arrow.

A broken-hearted girl, searching for an answer.

Hiiii. Sorry for not posting yesterday, went out, again~ I've been seriously busy with school and outings with parents, and busy studying, (not!) Hahaha, seriously, i've not cared much about my studies much the past few weeks, 'cause my dad has just gotten his pay, and yknow what happends next, SHOPPING! Yup, and when shopping happens, the studies all can go down the drain, huak~ 


Let me start from square one. Yesterday, woke-up quite early than usual, got myself clean and got ready all after bathing. Had breakfast which was instant noodles, opps! Not healthy, hah, whatever~ Then, tied up my hair, and when the whole family was done, left the house. Bused to Geylang, long ride, but suprisingly, i didn't sleep on the way there. When arrived at the right place, alighted. Walked a 'lil and got to the shopping centre.


Did a few roundings for my hari raya baju, and finally picked a shop. Went in, looked around, chose a baju, tried it on, and so on with the fitting and such. Mum kpo kpo bought one too, hah! Well, not my money also she using to buy, so why i care so much? Hahaha, joking. Once done, walked out, it was drizzling, but tried to find a place to eat, and did. Ate western food, wasn't confident to finish one whole big plate, so shared with Dad instead. After quick lunch, left the area, and bused to Vivo.

Alighted when arrived, and straight away went to the cinema, got tickets for Diary of a Wimpy Kid, but second row from the screen, boo! Too close, haiz, better than not watching it at all though. Went to the ladies and walked around Challenger for awhile. Saw the Gold Limited Edition Headphones i wanted. And bought it. Gonna give the turqoise headphones to that for his jogging routines on weekends. 

Dad went to find his external hard disk or something(?) After that, entered the cinema. Bought nachos only -.- Went in and the movie soon started. It was funny, but quite boring though. I'd rather read the book, it has great comics/drawings. BUT! The brother was uber cute! His body so hot! :D HAHAHA! When finished, got out and went to the ladies, again! Soon, left for home. Bused home. 


That's quite about what happened yesterday, now to square two, hahaha! Not maths -.-

Morning, today, was like usual. Everything was fun, except haven't started on Malay compo planning homework. Took the usual bus, bitch sat behind me, bitch! Didn't talk to her, at all! Read book and listened to music in the bus, all the way. Arrived, and tried to avoid clashing into bitch by walking faster. Arrived, and went into class straight. Started to chiong hmwrk. Irham was taking care of my class, and he tried to help me with my malay hmwrk, but i covered my homework, hah!

Had assembly. and after that, class started. Class was fine though, nothing much, their just, class(!) HAHA. Had recess, recess was fine too. After recess, found out someone vandalised my name on one of the canteen tables. Scared teachers thought its me, though, its not. Planned to go there and erase but the guy that told me where it was said that maybe the cleaners cleaned it, thus, it's gone now. I hope he's right, cause if not, then i have a possibility of dieing.

Obsession.

Hi everyone, im baaaaaaaack, miss me ♥

Hahaha i know you did, aw. Im back cause im bored and blogging is the only thing i can do.
And sorry for my disappearance there were personal reasons. If you know, just shutup (: 

The last few weeks were awesome, bought a gazillion things ive wanted for so long, and some extra stuff. Got new handphone, headphone, many more. Happy like carlsberg, random ♥ 


The past week was sucha bore, like effing seriously. Had to get caught in teacher's shit, and some other bitches and assholes. But overall, fun too. Had the last training session for swimming, which means next week's the test week, boo! Just accept the fact that i like swimming kay? Hah, but still, my swimming sucks, lame. 

Had sports day too. Was on Thursday, it was seriously painful. My muscles are cramp 'cause of it, and i fucking regretted having ran on that day. Though i did it for a few special people ♥ The teacher told me and team that we're gonna do this particular event, but was moved to a longer distanced one due to registering in late. Boo! Ran and after that, i collapsed with the rest.

HAH! Lame story, yeah. And by now, there might be tons of smack that faces of me on Facebook, uhhuh. But whatever. Now seriously, i cant walk properly, nah, just kidding (: Went home with the rest. And like Nab said, we've not taken the same bus in ages! Serious. Bitch was on the same bus, whatever :-D Fuhua hottie so sweet, he followed me 'til where he can send me, and off he went home. Aww. 

Friday was Good Friday, but it wasnt good, hah! Really, boring! Today, religious class like usual. Skipped last week. Today was uber funny at class, laugh like some idiot. Hang with usual, the same old shit (: Went home, mum and dad bought me new assessments, cool~ took cab home. Until now computer, zero homeworks done, boo again! Doing them tmrw night or Monday morning. Last minute like always. Tmrw off to Geylang for HariRaya outfits, im not kiasu kay? Just buying them soon scared no money later on. 

Kay uh, goodnight, ♥