Forgiving

Hi everyone! okay, i sound stupid saying this. 


So, hi. Sorry for not blogging often, seriously, I don't know who goes to my blog even. I only know when people come is when I see tags and i rarely get tags. I usually get tags that are for relinks only. Like wtf! If you guys come, give me a tag okay? (I sound so demanding) Thanks!


So, lately, nothing much I guess? It's been boring since the school holidays here for like a week and it's still fasting month and if I go out even, I'll be hungry and tired easily. Yeah, the week has been boring... but in 2 days it won't be. Raya and the end of the fasting month will be on Friday, so excited! And also get to collect money and can see friends and family, can't wait. 


And talking 'bout family, I haven't done my third day for the 30-Day challenge so i'm gonna do it now. Plus, i've decided to put pictures of the people whom i'm dedicating to, if I want and can get a picture of the person/people of course (: 


Day 3: Your Parents




Okay, i wanna admit something... they don't look like me, at all! 


Mum and Dad,


Thanks for everything you've done for me, since I was just a little baby. You've gone the mile for me, guiding me through every milestone in my life. You've watched me grow and learn, watched me smile and laugh and suffer. You advice me and tell me what's right and what's wrong. Gave me hope and opportunities to shine. Thanks for working hard to give me a roof to shelter under, and a life whereby I can enjoy and live life to the fullest. Thanks for telling me I'm capable of doing anything if I set my mind to it. Thanks for wiping away my tears when I cry, picking me back up when I fall. 


Thanks very very very much ♥ 


Okay that's all for today's post. 2 more days to Raya people!! Can't wait. Shall update more tomorrow. 

30-Day Challenge: Day 2

Day 2: Your Crush

Finally, my Day 2 for the 30-Day Challenge. Sorry if I've been holding this back for awhile. 

A crush is somebody you find attractive and they catch your attention through your eyes. A crush can come in a form of a friend, a classmate, or anything else you can imagine. Well for me, crushes are common. Every time I see somebody cute, or attractive and if I get closer to them, and if I have this slight, special feeling I feel for them, then they're considered as a crush.

Well, for me that is, I do have one actually. In school. But, we've not be talking for awhile and that 'special feeling' is quite non-existent anymore so I'm not sure if I'd consider him as a crush. So yes, he's not my crush. But I do have someone to fit in that blank space. Well actually, it's somebody who i used to be attached with. I still have feelings for him, and that feeling hasn't drifted away since last November. I don't know why I still do, but I just love him.

So yeah, well I do have a crush. 
Okay besides that mushy start to this post, I need to post about yesterday's Teacher's Day Celebration. Well, i've not been posting about school lately since it's not been fun. But finally, everyone enjoyed everything as a class and yesterday was fun. 

Morning, usual stuff. Had my sahur and got ready for school and such. Got off early for school and since Dad was sick and didn't have much energy to move, Mum sent me to the bus-stop. Went to school with the usuals. And class was pretty funny when it really started. First lesson was Physics. Since Mr Lo was so kind, he let us off by not having to teach us anything. Instead, we had like a little 103 Idol and a little of a wedding. Well, first, he insisted some of us to perform in front for him. Then, he started to bring up something about Jia Yi and Angelyn. 

Then, a little, cute wedding took place. Happy Marrying you two! (just joking) After that was English, about the same thing but only we had English test before all the fun. Then, CD was quite sick 'cause Mr Ma showed us this video on the life of a baby/foetus in the Mum's stomach. Ew, really. Then, recess. Went to the library as usual. Came back down to class and had Literature. Boring but i followed whatever Mrs Goh had to do for the day. Then, the Teacher's Day Concert started. Had some performances from our seniors and such. Then, had slideshows and a video. None of them had Mr Ma in it. He seemed unpleased he wasn't in any.

Then, we were dismissed at 1. It's like fucking late, 'cause they told us school ended at about 12.45. But 1 is too unacceptable. Me and Afifah ran to class, got our bags and we went to find Rasiya. The three of us rushed to meet Nabeela. Nabeela came from 2nd level and we cabbed to Qifa Primary since me and Nabeela wanted to rush there to meet our friends and anyways, we couldn't stay pass 2. So, I paid for the cab fare and we rushed to school. Otw saw Ms Yeo, not sure if she recognized us. Continue rushing to Qifa. 

First few people I saw was Sakinah, Jolyn, Sharlyn and Eunice. Then, saw Alicia, and some other people plus Ms Tan. Didn't get to talk mcuh with Ms Tan 'cause she was talking to the older seniors who graduated earlier than my batch. Just got to say 'hi' to her and soon after, me, Sakinah, Nabeela, Sharlyn and Eunice left for swing. Me and Sakinah talked and we didn't realise that we walked a different way from Nabeela, Sharlyn and Eunice. We went the front way and we saw Danial and Muharram otw there. They ran before we could walk towards them.

Saw Azri, Sufiyan, Iswan, Ihsan and Al-Ahqiad at the swing. We all sat at the seats near the swing and chilled there. After awhile, realised Iswan and Sufiyan wasn't fasting. I broke my fast after that. Then played some swing and such. Slacked and went home at about 4+, coming to 5. Sent Sakinah to her stop and walked towards mine. He was there, and we were the only people at the stop. Was very silent and awkward but luckily the 51 came early. He took the same bus as I did. Stopped one stop after the usual stop i stopped at just to see him for at least 5 more minutes, Walked home after alighted. So happy got to see him and slack with him with my other close ones.

Thanks Sakinah for the great day. You slacked with me all the way so I wouldn't be the only girl there. Thanks again, and also thanks to Azri, Iswan and Ihsan for making me laugh. And to Ihsan, sorry for pouring my orange juice on your uniform. I know you're mad at me for doing it, but you were being an asshole anyways. <3

Like what Nabeela says: I hate Qifa, I only love the people there. And from this phrase/quote, i've realised for Queensway, it's the exact opposite of it. Well, i don't everybody, only certain.