Living in a black box.
"I don't seem to get anybody, get why we all even feel. Feelings are, in general, very complicated and very disappointing. It may have given us the chance to actually appreciate everything through our feelings, but I swear, I can never understand why we even feel and this makes me confused and disappointed. I don't know why I'm feeling this way either. See, I told you it was complicated."
Sorry for not updating this blog, I seriously can't find time. Like I said in my previous post, I predicted that Sec 2 life will be super stressful and I was totally right. So many homeworks and stuff that need to be completed in like little time. I do use the computer though, but most of the time I use to do my homework/minor projects. I do have my weekends but like, on Sunday, I have religious class so I only have Saturday for free time. And saturdays, I'll be doing my weekend homework. And currently, for the past weekend, I've been sick. That tops off my 2nd week of school and my homework aren't done yet and I have alot! I don't really want to blog about what happened for the last week.
As a whole, it has been okay and I'm just sick right now. And I missed school on Friday, maybe tomorrow too. Oh yes! I pierced my helix again, but this time on my left ear, on Tuesday at a different shop because for my previous helix, when I took the stud out, the back of the stud was literally in my skin and there was a big hole and I was scared. It was okay though, up until yesterday (Saturday), when I woke up, it was red, swollen and it was throbing. I was kind of scared. Today it got worse and I tried to take it out, total failure. I couldn't because it's too tight + it's really painful. I literally screamed, almost cried and jumped after touching it. Sigh, hope it heals though. If not, then maybe I'll just let it close then....
I'll end my post here. I'll now update when there are important events in school/life/overseas. Bye!