Spacebound.

This video is very touching and has really deep meanings to it. The song makes it more meaningful and it's Spacebound by Eminem: one of my favourite songs by this amazing raper. Support them too!

So, I went out for the past 3 days. Friday, Saturday, Sunday.

On Friday, after school at about 6+, I got ready and waited for Dad to come home. We were actually going to IMM for our monthly grocery shopping since Dad got his pay. Took a bus to the interchange at Jurong East and walked to IMM. We had to walk a longer route because there was a massive construction going on. Arrived and went straight to Banquet to have dinner. Right after that, headed to Daiso and I bought a new file for school. It's pink and has some french wordings on it which looks totally COOL. I also bought a stationery organizer in black. After that, we headed downstairs for our grocery shopping. After we paid, we went to buy some Banana Nut Crunch ice-cream and we took a cab home.

Saturday, I went out with Nabeela Sufiyan Vincent to celebrate Sakinah's birthday! So, we were suppose to meet at 4 but Vincent took a long time to come back home so we decided to meet at 6. Nabeela came first and waited for me under my block and soon after, I got ready and invited her up since it was still very early. So, since my parents were baking macaroons, we offered her some and we talked. When Vincent and Sufiyan arrived at Vincent's house, me and Nabeela headed for his house. We played some PS2 games and left soon after for Sakinah's crib. We took 143 to her house and it was raining. We ran for shelter when we arrived and when we arrived at her house, we took pictures. We then ate some party food and went inside to slack. Then, we sang her a birthday song and ate some chocolate cake. Went inside back and slacked more. Soon after, we went home. Nabeela went home first and then, Sufiyan's dad picked the rest up and he sent me and Vincent home.

Today, I just went to religious class and back home. Nothing much. That's all! There's school tomorrow and I'm bringing my jacket: it's getting colder and colder these days.

Oakham Market

No more long, emotional intro for today since I've the above picture to do it for me. 

So, I went out yesterday (Saturday the 22nd) with Nabeela to Chinatown to shop at OM. And the shop we went to was super thrifty, pretty and so vintage-like: just the shop I've been searching for a year. I bought 3 clothings and a camera notebook. They're pretty but I busted my wallet when I had to pay $61.80. Now I owe Nabeela 10 bucks.

So, yesterday, in the morning, I got up early and watched tv. Had breakfast, bathed and used the computer. I chatted with ardina but she had to go out and she couldn't follow me to OM. After awhile, Nabeela texted me and asked me if I wanted to go to OM because her friend couldn't tag along with her so we decided to go out. It was already 2+ so I rushed. I took 51 to Nabeela's house's bus-stop. On the way there, my phone died on me while on a call with my Dad. Got off at Nab's stop and called Dad back. Waited for 143 and took it to Chinatown. Alighted and bought KOI.

First time drinking KOI and I like it! (we had honey milk tea btw) Walked around the shophouses and tried to find Ann Siang Hill. It took us like NO time to find it and the shop was so easy to find because of its signboard. Entered the shop and we took a long time to find/try clothes. Done and we headed for KFC. We decided to go Far East Plaza but I realized it was late and I had to go home so we took 143. Nabeela alighted at VIVO because she wanted to get something at F21. I bused home. 

That's all for Sat. Today I practically had religious class. Tomorrow's school and I'm stoked since I have HE tomorrow (fav subject) and I'm collecting newspaper too with my classmates <3

Love lockdown.

"Nobody needs to tell me what to do, how to be myself, tell me I shouldn't learn to feel or love or be disappointed because me, myself isn't something that you know truly, fully, deeply. I am who I am, the way I am isn't something people should judge on, because they do not know why I am being the way I am. Maybe that's the way I am and I nobody can change that, only I can. I shouldn't be changing because of you, no, never. I don't live to please, I live because I was made to live." So, came home late practically everyday after school except for today. I'll blog today only (summary of what happened on monday to yesterday, yes only summary)

So on Monday, after school I went to QSC with my clique but without Phyllis because she had volleyball training. We bused down to QSC by 195. Went straight to the piercing shop where I pierced my 2nd helix to ask the piecer to take out my stud. Instead, she took out the back of my stud and I also bought some alcohol to sooth it down later if it ever throbs or hurts. So, after that we went down to AnchorPoint to get some lunch at KFC. After eating, we walked around and stuff. Went home soon after taking 51 home.

Tuesday I just hang out with my clique at school until late 4+/5+ and went home with Xiao En. Took 198 home and accidentally slept until Jurong East. I got off the bus at the Library there, and took 51 at the opposite bus-stop.

Oh my fuck, I'm lazy. So tomorrow there's math test. Don't know the subject good at ALL because I didn't pay attention in class + it's confusing and the teacher's confusing = mrs lai. Um, and I didn't bring home the textbook and most of the homework I copied from people. So yeah, tomorrow gonna ask the rest to help me with it but bad thing is math first period. Okay bye!

Living in a black box.

"I don't seem to get anybody, get why we all even feel. Feelings are, in general, very complicated and very disappointing. It may have given us the chance to actually appreciate everything through our feelings, but I swear, I can never understand why we even feel and this makes me confused and disappointed. I don't know why I'm feeling this way either. See, I told you it was complicated."

Sorry for not updating this blog, I seriously can't find time. Like I said in my previous post, I predicted that Sec 2 life will be super stressful and I was totally right. So many homeworks and stuff that need to be completed in like little time. I do use the computer though, but most of the time I use to do my homework/minor projects. I do have my weekends but like, on Sunday, I have religious class so I only have Saturday for free time. And saturdays, I'll be doing my weekend homework. And currently, for the past weekend, I've been sick. That tops off my 2nd week of school and my homework aren't done yet and I have alot! I don't really want to blog about what happened for the last week.

As a whole, it has been okay and I'm just sick right now. And I missed school on Friday, maybe tomorrow too. Oh yes! I pierced my helix again, but this time on my left ear, on Tuesday at a different shop because for my previous helix, when I took the stud out, the back of the stud was literally in my skin and there was a big hole and I was scared. It was okay though, up until yesterday (Saturday), when I woke up, it was red, swollen and it was throbing. I was kind of scared. Today it got worse and I tried to take it out, total failure. I couldn't because it's too tight + it's really painful. I literally screamed, almost cried and jumped after touching it. Sigh, hope it heals though. If not, then maybe I'll just let it close then....

I'll end my post here. I'll now update when there are important events in school/life/overseas. Bye!

A day before school.

School starts tomorrow! I'm kinda excited because finally I don't have to sit at home and do nothing anymore but going to school means I have to homework, sit for tests and exams, and dread listening to teachers nag. But I'm excited because I get to see my clique and hang out like how we did. But too bad we're now in Sec 2 and we need to work hard for Sec 3. 

So, I'm just posting because I'm bored. Gonna do my homework at the last minute. Going out later to get my school shoe. I might get Nike! If they allowed grey, I would've used my current Nike shoe. But they had to change the god damn rules. Oh ya! 4th day of 30-day challenge.

Day 4: Your views on religion.

Well, I am a muslim and my religion is Islam. And my views on religion as a whole is that I don't know which one is all true so I don't judge. But how I am taught to look at the rest is that what they do is untrue, which I myself am confused about. But since I am born with this religion, I have to accept it and I truely feel that I really love this religion even though they have all theses rules which are so difficult to follow: I still love it. 

2011.

Had an awesome time at Marina Barrage last night with @riddikulusmagik maisarah @trampsarewalking mr vinny (vincent). Jumped and sang along to the band playing there and also, watched beautiful fireworks. Just like to wish ya'll a happy new year and I hope 2011 will be a pleasent year for everybody!

So on the 31st, I forgot what time I woke up. Did morning/afternoon drills and used to computer. In the afternoon, Vinny called me and told me that Suf wanted to get his horseshoe barbell at Jurong point because he took out his straight barbell already. So, I rushed. I bathed and got ready quickly. Went out of the house and Nab called me. She arrived at pandan already and we met up. Went to vinny's house and slacked abit. Suf was playing xbox360. Suddenly, Vinny comes in half naked with a towel wrapped around his waist. I know right, how rude. (hahahahaha) After awhile, headed out and took 51 to Jurong East Interchange. Took a train to Boon Lay. Had a short snack at Long John Silver's in Jurong Point. After that, left for Commonwealth. Met up with Maisarah.

Took another train to Raffles Place and changed to Marina Bay. Walked out of the station and took 400 to Marina Barrage. Walked around the place and saw people wearing devil horns etc. So we bought a pair for each of us. Walked upstairs: the big grass patch. It was very packed. Saw a performance and walked towards it. Power98 were there and there was a band who was playing. So we just partied, took videos and pictures. Countdown to 2011 was super fun and the fireworks were awesome. While we were jamming some more after the countdown, this weirdo wanted to take a photo of me and Nab. Scary shit. After that, we rushed downstairs because me and Nab were scared the guy might stalk/rape/harm/kill/murder/molest us. Went to the toilet, and after that, left Marina Barrage. The shuttle buses were full so we waited for 400. Waited for a long time then in the end, we decided to walk all the way back to Marina Bay station. Leg got cramped. Arrived and they said the last train has arrived so we all literally did a cross country.

Boarded the train to Raffles Place and changed to the green line and took to Clementi. Nab and I alighted while Suf and Vinny stayed on the train. Took a cab home with Nab. She got out first then I did. Arrived home at 2:45. Slept at 3.

That's basically what happened. Again, happy new year and here's my 3rd day for the 30-day challenge.

Day 3: Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Honestly, I'm not that against drugs and alcohol. Many people use it for their reasons so I'm not against it that much I guess? But I really don't want to do them because they're harmful to my body and I don't want to destroy something so perfect and in good condition. Even though I'm not against drugs and alcohol that much, I feel that they should be banned because people will get more and more harmed by them. That's all.